Insecurities are plaguing me
Prison in my head, no breaking free
I’ve got enemies, yeah
Always telling me, yeah
I ain’t worth the time or effort for my friends and peers
And I believe
Sugar in my brain, no cavities
Hyperactive thoughts are bouncing off the walls, no gravity
Blocking all my options ‘cause I’m watching introspectively
And I’ve got lots of room for progress
And it makes me feeling weak

Always looking for the exit
Never getting out
Moments where I forget
But they always come around
All my baggage weighing down
With added pounds from self-doubt
I’ve felt my presence is a nuisance
Even though it’s to myself

I've been running round
I’ve been, I’ve been running round
Trying to catch my breath and find some answers
But I’m slowing down
I’ve been searching for the gold
But I ain’t digging through the ground
Let me be outside my head a minute
Help me slow it down but

Round and round and round it’s going in my head
Going in my head
Going in my head

Loops in my head from sunken ships
Burned bridges and pointless trips
Never really been the one to face my nemesis
Step to it
No shield
No defensiveness
My restless pessimism comes with an addictive itch
Thick calluses
With a critical eye on my actions
From the past tense
And I cringe looking back at it

But that’s what growth is about
Never settle down what you used to allow
Always on the prowl for a better route
Even with the doubts
The highs feel great but expect a comedown
I’m dumbfounded now that I’ve been round
Trying to keep my mind sound
Grounded in my hometown
I expect my anxiety will come around
Just need time for myself every while but

All these voices in my head are keeping me on edge
Always hearing noise and I don’t know how to silence it
I don’t really hate myself but if I had to choose a person
I would look into a mirror, point my finger towards it
And it goes

Round and round and round it’s going in my head
Going in my head
Going in my head
Round and round and round it’s going in my head
Going in my head
Going in my head

I've been running round
I’ve been, I’ve been running round
Trying to catch my breath and find some answers
But I’m slowing down
I’ve been searching for the gold
But I ain’t digging through the ground
Let me be outside my head a minute
Help me slow it down