Hey, been trying to reach you man
Can we chat?
Last time we spoke, I wasn’t too sure where your head was at
But I know life has ways of throwing this and that to knock us off our course
And when the odds are stacked against us
We’ve made choices that were poor
But just checking in on you,
It’s been a while
Since I last saw you, so much has happened
With no denial
I want to express my gratitude for you
And I’m sure you know
It’s all love my guy
And I wish that we had way more control
Of all the shit that we do, and all the shit that we say
We’ve said a whole lot of dumb shit since our childhood days
Wake n bake and after school kickbacks with blunts and jays
Mixing Mickey’s with some OJ, thizzle dance to Mac Dre
It felt so easy back then
The sky seemed brighter, days felt longer with much less to pack in
And with the dreams that we shared
We had both our heads floating around in the clouds
And I’ll keep it up for you my friend, as you rest in this ground

See our lives be a little more than tricky
Trying to get this rap shit going so I got to gets to flowing
People sorry about impressing each other
The only ones I want to impress are my brothers
So I’ll show you that Imma progress
Because to me
You the motherfuckin’ best
So this one’s to you guys who had my back
I’ll be sure to pay you back
When I be racked

I know that you don’t blame us
But it’s hard not to
Be hard on ourselves
Mourning all feels
Hindsight still continues
Hope you read that letter that I left inside your suit
But you’re gone and I know that this is a lost pursuit but
I just wish I chose my last words better
I know that you probably won’t hear this but I’ll leave this message
I got regrets of all things I could’ve done to help you
Cause I know you would do things different if I was in your shoes
And I’m so sorry. At that point, I wished the news had never reached me
And all that pain would be erased like in the movies
I keep losing sleep
At least my mind has been more quiet knowing you’re at rest now
You did your best as one of the finalists
And I regret it
My last words, they could’ve been better
Skipping my words and on repeat like I’m a broken record
But that’s what I am
I miss you my brother
But that’s what I am
I miss you my brother

See our lives be a little more than tricky
Trying to get this rap shit going so I got to gets to flowing
People sorry about impressing each other
The only ones I want to impress are my brothers
So I’ll show you that Imma progress
Because to me
You the motherfuckin’ best
So this one’s to you guys who had my back
I’ll be sure to pay you back
When I be racked