In all of my anxieties,
I can feel pressure coming down.
And I just want to feel like I’m not drowning
under this weight that’s got a hold of me.
And all of this uncertainty,
I can’t catch a breath when I’m awake.
Or in my sleep, just want to find a way out of
All this madness

You stay coming around,
claiming all your space,
hanging over my head.
Reign among the clouds,
soaked and dampening.
Weighing down on my steps.
Always popping in when convenient
with that stone inside of your chest.
Preying on the opportunities, causing havoc
while I’m clenched inside of your grips.
And every so often,
you’re a good thing for me.
Pump blood but you leave me bleeding.
In disguise with that smile on your face,
and the red on your lips got you attention seeking.
Made your mark inside all of our stories.
Seeking out your unwanted glory.
Stay intrusive but you’re never sorry

In all of my anxieties,
I can feel pressure coming down.
And I just want to feel like I’m not drowning
under this weight that’s got a hold of me.
And all of this uncertainty,
I can’t catch a breath when I’m awake.
Or in my sleep, just want to find a way out of
All this madness

I’ve been trying to deal with all your bullshit.
Bringing all the weight for me to move it.
Entering the conversation too quick,
overstay your welcome, causing all of the confusion.
Moving a piece of the puzzle in your tool kit.
Whip it out when you feel that it’s the most convenient.
Break me down every moment that you see fit.
Wore me out all the way until my wit’s end.
Energy-draining and emotionally spent.
Got me talking in circles, never know how to quit.
Why does every conversation have to start with an “if”?
And I ain’t got the slightest clue of how to deal with your fits.
But the fact is that I know that you care too much.
You’re Persistent ‘cause I know you’re scared of loss.
And every time we’re going through it, I just want to give up.
But when I battle struggles, it’ll be the two of us.

In all of my anxieties,
I can feel pressure coming down.
And I just want to feel like I’m not drowning
under this weight that’s got a hold of me.
And all of this uncertainty,
I can’t catch a breath when I’m awake.
Or in my sleep, just want to find a way out of
All this madness